February 2010
206 posts
I want to watch the sun rise for once. And not be driving to school.
Just lay down next to you on my car.
I want you more than you’ll ever know. :X
I just want to talk to you. Is that so much to fucking ask for?!!!
Abdul Bhuiyan: amanda :[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
Amanda Urrutia: yes?
Abdul Bhuiyan: karma is a bitch
Abdul Bhuiyan: :[
Amanda Urrutia: is it?
Abdul Bhuiyan: yeah
Abdul Bhuiyan: i know i've been an asshole with girls for so long
Abdul Bhuiyan: and now every girl i even start to like breaks my heart
Amanda Urrutia: welcome to my world
Abdul Bhuiyan: i'm sorry that you had to go through my bullshit
Amanda Urrutia: i have to go through everyone's bullshit.
Abdul Bhuiyan: i apologize for them too
Amanda Urrutia: theres nothing you can do.
I’m a complete wreck. Yeah, I’ve always been one.
I must've been that insignificant to you...
real life can happen quick.
Amanda Urrutia: sob sob sob cry cry cry
Sam Gellerstein: whywhywhy
Amanda Urrutia: http://mandaimeedeverte.tumblr.com/
Amanda Urrutia: its all that guys fault.
Sam Gellerstein: who?
Amanda Urrutia: jimmy theres a slideshow of pictures from him
Sam Gellerstein: :/
Sam Gellerstein: don't worryt about shit like that
Amanda Urrutia: and the post before was about him
Sam Gellerstein: did you guys date?
Amanda Urrutia: no, but it seemed like we were gonna
Sam Gellerstein: what happened?
Amanda Urrutia: we were just talking and i havent heard from him in days
Amanda Urrutia: pretty much ever since i saw him for the first time
Sam Gellerstein: well don't assume things
Amanda Urrutia: its what i do
Amanda Urrutia: i assume
Amanda Urrutia: because i want whats mine
Amanda Urrutia: i know that sounds way overconfident but i never ever get what i want
Amanda Urrutia: i always get cheated out on it
Amanda Urrutia: and for once i want what i want
Sam Gellerstein: yeahhh
January 2010
240 posts
You told me...
that you would stick around
that you aren’t like the others
that you wanted to sway me with your skills in everything
that I made you smile
Now… Where are you? I haven’t heard from you in days. And I’m dying to hear something from you. A word, A sound, Your voice. I just want to see you.
Maybe yell at you for lying to me. Like all the others.
I’m sorry...
Why am I chasing after you when you should be chasing after me?
I’m seriously just gonna sit and lay back and wait til anyone who’s worth it comes around.
Even then… I’m not gonna move, until I know he actually loves me.
So for once, I won’t be the one getting hurt.
Shower time.
I’m hoping to relax a bit in there.
I feel like you’re ignoring me.
All I want to do right now is...
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
have a long motherfucking cry.
And with that cry I want to just vent all my thoughts and cry until I cant anymore.
I wish my parents weren’t home; it’d be so much easier if they weren’t.
Cuddling myself in a blanket and later eating some ice cream.
AIM??
amandabadassxd
All I want to do right now is...
yoliyaknow:
mandaimeedeverte:
have a long motherfucking cry.
And with that cry I want to just vent all my thoughts and cry until I cant anymore.
I wish my parents weren’t home; it’d be so much easier if they weren’t.
Cuddling myself in a blanket and later eating some ice cream.
~ Tomorrow I will call you and we can have a vent sesh? I love you bby <3
That can work. I love you too bby...
All I want to do right now is...
have a long motherfucking cry.
And with that cry I want to just vent all my thoughts and cry until I cant anymore.
I wish my parents weren’t home; it’d be so much easier if they weren’t.
Cuddling myself in a blanket and later eating some ice cream.
“I said you got me where you want me again
And I can’t turn away...”
– Cage the Elephant. <3
Shout out to Amanda
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
Sorry i didnt answer :/ i had to log off abruptly (got into an argument with mi madre) i dont have my phone now, but ill have it soon enough. Ill give my number to ya tomorrow and if i dont, ask johnna for it :) im not sure if i can stay after tomorrow due to the said fight, but ill try my hardest. What lunch do you have? (if B ill sit with you tomorrow)...
Shout out to Amanda
ohailika:
Sorry i didnt answer :/ i had to log off abruptly (got into an argument with mi madre) i dont have my phone now, but ill have it soon enough. Ill give my number to ya tomorrow and if i dont, ask johnna for it :) im not sure if i can stay after tomorrow due to the said fight, but ill try my hardest. What lunch do you have? (if B ill sit with you tomorrow) and if not then ill try my best...
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
I hate getting lied to. D:
ugh tell me about it :/but i love youuuu <3
i love you too girl. <3 I feel like shit right now. </3
Im sorrry :( if you ever need anyone to talk to, im here baby
Thank you mama. :) sometimes I...
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
I hate getting lied to. D:
ugh tell me about it :/but i love youuuu <3
i love you too girl. <3 I feel like shit right now. </3
Im sorrry :( if you ever need anyone to talk to, im here baby
Thank you mama. :) sometimes I feel like all hope is lost for...
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
I hate getting lied to. D:
ugh tell me about it :/but i love youuuu <3
i love you too girl. <3 I feel like shit right now. </3
Im sorrry :( if you ever need anyone to talk to, im here baby
Thank you mama. :) sometimes I feel like all hope is lost for me. :(
NEVER think that,...
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
I hate getting lied to. D:
ugh tell me about it :/but i love youuuu <3
i love you too girl. <3 I feel like shit right now. </3
Im sorrry :( if you ever need anyone to talk to, im here baby
Thank you mama. :) sometimes I feel like all hope is lost for me. :(
ohailika:
mandaimeedeverte:
I hate getting lied to. D:
ugh tell me about it :/but i love youuuu <3
i love you too girl. <3 I feel like shit right now. </3
I hate getting lied to. D:
And I have the weirdest feeling...
that you’ve moved on to someone else.
that I’m not on your mind anymore.
that you’ve forgotten all about me.
that I’ll never amount to what you want.
that I’m not pretty enough for you.
and that you were just wasting yours and my time.
I really hate it when my parents fight. :/
