I’m stuck in Meridian, Ms and I just really want to get the Fuck out. Next place from here is Virginia. I’m not excited about it at all. But I will enjoy it no matter what. 1 year and 8 months until i’m 21. I’ll be in Virginia for like 3 years I believe. I just want to fly away sometimes and be surrounded by complete bliss. Half the time there’s so many things going on at once that it just leaves me hanging thinking about what I should do about what or how the Fuck I should be reacting to these situations. Most of the time I feel like I should be dealing with something else. Like I don’t deserve all this stress but I do and i’m confused. I just want someone for my own. So I wouldn’t have to worry about shit and just focus on us. sigh one day everything will come into play. One day the world will be mine. One day I’ll have everything I’ll ever need.